I Just Wanted To Be Your Peace

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I have the superpower to annoy you, cut you with my words, hurt you with my eyes, flow with your anger, mould my moods to hold you guilty, disrespect you with my laughs, bend in defiance and rebel with my shoulders and hold my head high. But I want you to know that I don’t mean it. I’m just scared I love you more than me or worse than that I love you more than you love me. That you could leave me for someone I’m not. I’m scared that you can lead me better. I’m scared you are only in this for what you can get. A little bit of honey. A little bit of money. A little bit of if I stick around at least I’m not lonely. I’m scared that I might not be what you want. You might think I’m not feminine enough, not the trophy you want or that I have the stance to stand on the pedestal you put me on. So, when I cannot be what you want or at least when I start thinking this. I recharge my ability to annoy, cut, hurt, flow with anger, mould my moods, disrespect you, be defiant and find some pride in this. But its actually not what I’m meaning to do.

I want you to know that I just want to look into your eyes, rub your head and play with your beard and love away all your frustrations with me.

I have just told you how I want to be your peace.

To the man I love, with these words and tender touch, could you promise me you’ll find relief?

I just want to be your peace, so I’ll look into your eyes till you find relief.

I just want to be your peace, so I’ll rub your head till you find relief.

I just want to be your peace, so I’ll play with your beard till you find relief.

I just want to be your peace, so I’ll kiss you till you find relief.

I just want to be your peace. So will you make love to me till you find relief?

To the man I love, I just want to be your peace.

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